To add some more negativity to my Debbie downer attitude lately…
This kind of ties into all the shit lately. Normally people find belonging with their family, and then also find it elsewhere as they grow.
I am realising how I don’t belong amongst my family, and because I’m a pathetic loser, also don’t belong anywhere else.
And its cheesy, but I want this. I want to feel like I belong somewhere. I want to have a place, to be wanted, to be a part of something. I want to belong, to not feel so on my own, not fitting anywhere.