Someone used this to describe me once. How I’m closed off, walled up. How getting in is so hard, how I keep myself safe by not letting anyone in. I don’t talk about me, dont allow myself to be vulnerable, don’t risk any of it.
(I also absolutely have let a handful of poeple in)
But really, isnt that standard? Makes sense to me at least. Why would you just let anyone close when they have hurt you so badly?
it makes sense to those of us who have been so hurt. for those people who haven’t, it’s hard to understand. lucky them.
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