lately, everything has just felt like staring into the fucking abyss. christmas. my absent, revisionist, constantly disappointing family of origin – which now includes my only sibling, after a disastrous, explosive (on his part), frightening (for our daughter) display on boxing day, in our home. everything suddenly so, so clear, yet so incredibly dark.
Hugging you friend. I’m so sorry it turned into that on boxing day, that he was so abusive and awful. And yeah, it would feel like staring into an abyss. Ugh.
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