here’s some honesty:

• i have cried nearly every day the past two weeks. and, i mean, ugly cried. not just a few tears but full-on, with snot and sobbing
• my parents have never known who i am, and they never will
• i can’t wink both eyes – only one of them. i thought this was normal. it is not
• i have never felt so alone, and also so held, in such a short span of time
• i love pocketbrit
• i am missing the gene that makes me love christmas
• that said, i’ll never say no to a christmas dinner
• i am amazed at how trauma hurts in such new and different ways. just when i thought i’d felt all the feelings, there are more
• every time i read the word honesty i heard this natalie merchant song in my head…with the wrong word (ie honesty vs jealousy) instead, god i’m a doofus