Day: Jan 3, 2019
one hundred & one: honesty
here’s some honesty:
- i have cried nearly every day the past two weeks. and, i mean, ugly cried. not just a few tears but full-on, with snot and sobbing
- my parents have never known who i am, and they never will
- i can’t wink both eyes – only one of them. i thought this was normal. it is not
- i have never felt so alone, and also so held, in such a short span of time
- i love pocketbrit
- i am missing the gene that makes me love christmas
- that said, i’ll never say no to a christmas dinner
- i am amazed at how trauma hurts in such new and different ways. just when i thought i’d felt all the feelings, there are more
- every time i read the word honesty i heard this natalie merchant song in my head…with the wrong word (ie honesty vs jealousy) instead, god i’m a doofus